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          Reading the last journal entry(not sure if this is the right name for it, maybe "Crap" fits better) makes me feeling disgusted somehow. Well, two years later, things are different now. I probably would slap that "me" who wrote some of the stupid or absurd things and ask what hell were you thinking.

          Going back to the topic, I felt that I should and indeed have some sort responsibility to myself to leave at least some thoughts that I have not revealed in the past two and half years college life. Well, after all, it's not that complicated. Go to class, get back to the room, gaming + a few other things, GYM, and sleep. Life is such a simple cycle that I squandered my two and half years college life so easiliy. Fortunately, college has intellectually enlighten me or at least I hope it did. I learned many things and many facts and become less fit.

           In the past summer I turned 21! Exciting? hm, Didn't feel like it...

           One thing makes me happy is my new life style that I have built since the beinging of thise semester. Instead of put my sleep time between 3am to 11am, I changed it to 12am to 8am; which brought astonishing effect. I slept in one out of ten classes I attend whereas 5 out of ten classes in last year(be noted the statistics for last year subject to underestimation). Wake up in the morning, get some junk food from dunking Donuts, and start my day with the reading assignment DUE FOR THAT DAY. After all, it not bad at all. At least the first exam in the semester I got a 97 which I expected a 87. I have to say, this new living style(i called it life-style earlier) really gave me a lot of energy.

           Hm.. 10:04am, 16/10/2009. gtg(somehow I just realized people type g2g as well)....

     今天晚上可能是我近几个月以来吃的最饱的一次。 我和两位喜欢吃肉室友在一间烧烤店大出血来补偿我们在过去一个星期所遭遇的垃圾食品。 回到宿舍正好又碰上了Celtics vs. Piston的NBA季候赛，索性就坐下来看。。。事情总是出乎意料，在大家认为Celtics不会赢的情况下，他们反而打的出奇的好，赢得了第三场的客场比赛。然后回来电脑前， 发现学长的留言， 和外国友人顺利会面。 T.T|| 汗。。。。 祝他成功。

    接下来，才发现自己好像无所事事了。 我就又习惯性的开始想这个夏天要怎么过。 当然，我已经打算好了要找份工作，制造一点工作经验。但是除了工作，好像还有些小小时间可以打发。我想想起了我房间的阳台。然后我觉得我应该弄张很大的休闲椅进去。 炎炎夏日，拿一瓶whisky和一杯子冰块，如果爸妈不准的话，可乐也行，T.T|| ， 这么过个舒服的下午也不错了。于是我开始想我夏天会在哪里工作， 或者我工作的地方会是怎样的， 工作经验又会怎样。。想着想着，索性不想了。夏天总是出乎我的意料，而且夏天几乎都没按我的计划发生过。

    对于中国的地震灾难，我似乎还未表示个人的深切慰问。灾难已经过去了，大家现在的任务是防范灾难和重建灾区，希望灾区人民能走向新的生活。指责捐款数额的话，还是少说些吧，以免被别人引为笑柄。

 

说，从来都是那么容易。

 

可以说的宽怀大量，说的天花乱坠，说的让你觉得他们就在你的心坎。

 

然而，那道心里的鸿沟却是难以跨越。

 

说的再美好，也只是观念下的话语。

 

 

当面对现实，

 

那些美好的话语，也只能是让你更加失望的动力。

 

因为到头来，他们还是不了解你。

Go to Wikipedia, type Japanese American 1942 and read some information about the LAND OF FREEDOM or Ctounry of Freedom?.. um.. yea.. 110,000 japanese americans were just threw into some sort of camp. That's pretty freedom..

 

Well, that's not enough? Who made America? um.. a group of slave lord... T.T yea.. a group of salve lord start a country and say, come, come for the freedom. Oh yea, after the 13 colonies, Americans went west and south. Killed mexicans and indians, THEN, tell them to get fuck out of their homeland. Well, they got it. California and New Mexicos are belonged to the U.S. now. Any chance for California and New Mexico to go independence IF the people who live there want to, as if RIGHT NOW?  No way. Yet, the U.S. government suggest independence of Tibet pretty strongly... um... kind of hypocratical, isn't it?

 

The only China did wrong is.. um.. man.. China just got caught...

 

 

 

Here, I quote something George Carlin said.. We don't have rights. Because, rights that can be taken away are not right. They are temporary Privilage. Which means, when the government want, they can take them away.

 

Well, life isn't hopeless. Under these temporary rights, we can still have a happy life. Everyone, have a good day. XD